Idk
Sometimes I wonder. Am I good enough for me? Am i make myself proud? Am i do the right thing? My 15yo of me back then never thought than I’ll end my life like this. This is out of my imagination. Always dreaming of having my own car, best career, successful & stable woman but everything is far to achieve. But i will someday. Idk when. Idk why. Idk. I hope that i make myself prouder. I hope that i make myself better. Sometimes i cry myself not because im weak but im strong enough to face everythg by my own. Im strong person. Im independent. Im bigger than what i always thought i am. I just need time. I just need space. I just need to calm down. Everything will be better. Everything will be okay. Huhh. I wish everyone is proud of me. So do i..